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Chapter 3 - THE BOY WHO KNEW MY BROTHER

I don’t remember bending to pick up the tray.

I only remember standing there with it clutched against my chest like a shield while the world narrowed to one man’s calm, unreadable face.

“That’s not possible,” I whispered. “Evan worked at a distribution warehouse on the South Side. For a company called…”

“Vale Logistics.” Dominic tilted his head. “My company. Data clerk, night shift, hired through a referral.”

“Who referred him?”

He looked past me, toward the restrooms, toward the hallway where his son had disappeared.

“I think you already know.”

My heart gave a heavy, painful beat.

“I asked around about you the moment you raised your hands,” Dominic said. “That’s not personal, Miss Mercer. In my line of work, a stranger who can speak to my son is either a gift or a plant. I needed to know which.” He took a sip of coffee. “I discovered that you are a gift with a dead brother and eleven thousand dollars of credit card debt.”

I said nothing. My throat had closed.

“I was sorry about the boy,” he continued, and to my surprise it did not sound like a lie. It sounded like something rusted and heavy that he had been carrying for a long time. “I sent flowers to his funeral. Did you get them?”

I remembered the arrangement. White lilies, enormous, from an anonymous sender. I had thrown them in the dumpster behind the church because I could not stand the smell.

“I got them,” I said.

He nodded. “Now I want you to tell me what you and my son said to each other tonight. Every word.”

“He ordered dinner.”

“Miss Mercer.”

“And he said you are a loud man,” I added, because it was the closest thing to the truth I could manage. “That’s the only part I left out.”

His eyes held mine for a long, long moment. Then, slowly, he sat back.

“My car will be outside your apartment building tomorrow at seven,” he said. “Think about the job.”

I walked away on legs I did not recognize.

I finished my shift in a daze. I smiled at strangers and carried plates and misspelled the word tiramisu twice on a check. When Dominic Vale left at ten, with his bodyguards fanned out around him and his son following a step behind, Caleb did not look at me once.

I should have been relieved.

Instead, I felt like someone had unplugged the last light in a room.

At eleven-fifteen, I went out through the staff entrance into the alley behind the restaurant, dragging my coat over my uniform. Snow was falling in thick, silent sheets, turning the dumpsters into soft white shapes. My breath hung in front of my face.

“Hannah.”

I spun around.

A man stood at the end of the alley, his hands bare in the cold, snowflakes caught in his dark hair.

Caleb Vale.

I could not hear his voice, of course, because he did not use it. He simply raised his hands.

I could not wait. I slipped away from Rourke in the bathroom. I have ten minutes.

I stared at him, my heart pounding. Who are you? I signed.

Caleb. He stepped closer into the light of the alley lamp. I knew your brother.

The snow kept falling.

How?

He took a battered photograph from his coat pocket and held it out. I took it with numb fingers.

Two young men stood in the glow of a bowling alley, arms flung around each other’s necks, laughing so hard their eyes had disappeared.

One of them was Caleb, younger, thinner, his hair too long.

The other was Evan.

My brother looked so alive that I made a sound I had not made in six years.

Caleb waited until I could see again. Then his hands began to move, slowly now, with care, as if he were laying each sign down like a stone.

We met at a deaf community center on Halsted. I was twenty-one and wearing a hat so nobody would recognize me. He walked right up and told me my signing was terrible and he would teach me how to do it properly.

A tear slid down my cheek and froze.

He taught me a language of our own. Little signs. Jokes. Private things. Caleb touched two fingers to his chin and flicked outward, with a small crooked bend at the end. This one is his. I have used it for six years. Nobody has ever understood it.

I did, I signed. I saw it tonight.

I know. You signed like him from the first second. His smile was crooked and broken. I nearly cried in front of my father.

Why did he work for yours?

Caleb hesitated. Because I asked him to. I needed someone I could trust inside the warehouse. Someone who could read the paperwork without the men noticing a deaf kid at a desk. His hands tightened. He found something, Hannah. Shipping records that did not make sense. Payments to a company that did not exist. He told me he would bring me proof.

And then?

Three weeks later, he was dead.

The cold seemed to seep through my coat and into my chest.

They said it was his heart, I signed.

He had a healthy heart. Caleb’s eyes were fierce. I have spent six years trying to prove it.

My knees threatened to give way. I leaned against the brick wall and slid down until I was sitting in the snow.

Caleb knelt in front of me. I am sorry. I did not know how to tell you. I did not even know if I should.

Why now?

His hand rose, trembling slightly, and pointed toward my throat.

I looked down.

I wore a thin silver chain beneath my uniform collar. It had slipped out as I fell. At the end of it hung the one thing of Evan’s I had never let go of: a small brass key, no longer than my thumb, stamped with a single number.

417.

Where did you get that? Caleb signed, and for the first time that night, his hands were not steady at all.

Evan mailed it to me. In a birthday card. A week before he— I could not finish the sentence.

Caleb closed his eyes.

When he opened them again, they were bright and terrified and full of something I could not name.

Hannah, he signed slowly. Evan told me, the night before he died, that he had hidden the proof somewhere nobody would think to look. He said he had given the key to the one person who would never forget him.

May you like

He looked at the key, and his hands made the next sign so quietly I almost missed it.

It was you.

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