Chapter 9 - The Reason He Chose Me

The photograph changed everything.
Not because Daniel and Mia had known each other before he met me.
I already knew that.
But because of what was written on the back.
Ask him about the Bennett connection.
For three years, I had believed my relationship with Daniel began by accident.
We met at a charity fundraiser in downtown Seattle.
I was standing near the dessert table, trying to remove a stubborn chocolate stain from my sleeve, when Daniel offered me his handkerchief.
He made a terrible joke about dry-cleaning bills.
I laughed.
He asked for my number.
Two days later, we had coffee.
Three weeks later, he told me he was falling in love.
It had seemed beautifully ordinary.
Now I wondered whether any of it had been ordinary at all.
I forwarded the messages to Rachel.
She called immediately.
"Don't meet this person alone."
"I'm not planning to."
"Good. And don't assume the photograph proves anything."
"I know."
But knowing something intellectually and feeling it emotionally are very different things.
The next morning, Rachel and I arrived at a small café in Ballard.
The mysterious sender was already waiting.
She was a woman in her early fifties with short gray hair, tired eyes, and a leather portfolio resting beside her coffee.
"Emma Bennett?"
I nodded.
"I'm Caroline Price."
Rachel sat beside me.
"How did you know Laura Collins?"
Caroline folded her hands.
"We worked together at Walker Development."
"What do you want?" I asked.
She studied me.
"To correct something I should have corrected years ago."
She opened the portfolio.
Inside were copies of emails, internal accounting records, and a photograph of Laura Collins standing outside the Walker office.
Caroline explained that she had worked in accounts payable when Thomas Walker began routing company funds through Northpoint Advisory.
Laura had noticed discrepancies.
Caroline had helped her document them.
Then Laura was fired.
"And you stayed?" I asked.
Caroline nodded.
"I had two children and a mortgage. I told myself I could do more good from inside."
"Did you?"
Her eyes filled.
"Not enough."
Rachel examined the records.
"Why come forward now?"
"Because Richard's attorney contacted former employees. I realized the investigation was reopening."
She looked at me.
"And because someone has been using Laura's old files to demand money."
I felt cold.
"Who?"
"I don't know."
"Then how do you know about Daniel?"
Caroline removed another document.
A printed email.
It was dated three years and four months earlier.
The sender was Diane Walker.
The recipient was Daniel.
The subject line read:
Michael Bennett's Daughter
My heart began pounding.
I read.
Daniel, I know this may sound strange, but Emma Bennett will be attending the Harbor Foundation fundraiser next month. Michael was involved in the old permitting matter. It might be helpful if someone in the family got to know her. Please be discreet.
I stared at the words.
Once.
Twice.
Then again.
I felt as if someone had reached backward through time and rewritten the first page of my love story.
Rachel touched my arm.
"Emma."
I couldn't answer.
Caroline spoke softly.
"I don't know what Daniel intended. But I thought you deserved to know the introduction may not have been accidental."
I looked up.
"Why would Diane want Daniel to know me?"
"Your father kept records from the old investigation."
I swallowed.
"She wanted access to them?"
"Possibly."
Rachel examined the email.
"This establishes Diane suggested the introduction. It doesn't establish Daniel entered the relationship for that purpose."
I knew she was right.
But my chest hurt anyway.
"Did he know I would be there?"
Caroline nodded toward the email.
"Apparently."
I stood.
"I need some air."
Outside, the morning was cold and bright.
People walked dogs.
A delivery truck unloaded bread.
Somewhere, a child laughed.
The world kept moving as though nothing had happened.
I leaned against the brick wall and tried to breathe.
Rachel joined me.
"Emma, we need to be careful."
I nodded.
"I know."
"You can ask Daniel directly."
"I will."
"And remember, even if he attended that fundraiser because his mother asked him to, it doesn't mean his feelings weren't real."
I looked at her.
"That's almost worse."
"Why?"
"Because if he loved me, then he had three years to tell me how we really met."
Rachel didn't answer.
That afternoon, I asked Daniel to meet me at the waterfront.
The same place where he had proposed.
He arrived wearing the navy coat I'd given him for his birthday.
His eyes were red.
"Emma."
I held up the email.
His expression changed before he read it.
"Where did you get that?"
"Does it matter?"
He looked away.
"Yes."
"No, Daniel. It doesn't."
I stepped closer.
"Did your mother send you to meet me?"
He closed his eyes.
"Yes."
I felt the ground shift beneath me.
"Did you know who my father was?"
"Yes."
"Did you know he had records connected to the investigation?"
"Yes."
I swallowed.
"Did you ask me out because you wanted access to those records?"
He looked at me.
"No."
I wanted to believe him.
God, I wanted to.
"Then why did you go?"
"Because Mom asked me to."
"That's not an answer."
He rubbed his forehead.
"I was curious. She said your father had been involved in something that could hurt our family. She wanted me to understand what he knew."
"And you thought dating his daughter would help?"
"No."
"Then what?"
He looked out over the water.
"I went to the fundraiser intending to introduce myself. Maybe talk to you. Maybe find out whether your father had ever mentioned the company."
I stared at him.
"But then you spilled chocolate on your sleeve."
I felt my throat tighten.
He continued.
"You looked so frustrated. Everyone else was trying to impress someone. You were laughing at yourself."
His voice broke.
"I forgot why I was there."
I looked away.
"Daniel."
"I asked you out because I wanted to see you again. Not because of your father."
"Then why didn't you tell me later?"
"Because the longer I waited, the worse it became."
I nodded slowly.
"That's your entire life, isn't it?"
He looked at me.
"What?"
"Keeping one secret because telling it would be uncomfortable. Then keeping another to protect the first."
His eyes filled.
"I loved you."
I swallowed.
"I believe you."
He looked startled.
I continued.
"But love doesn't make dishonesty harmless."
A tear slipped down his cheek.
"I know."
I stared at him.
"Do you know what hurts most?"
He shook his head.
"I would have helped you face this. I would have helped Mia if you'd told me the truth. I would have supported your family through a legitimate investigation."
My voice trembled.
"But you never gave me the chance to be your partner."
Daniel covered his face.
For the first time, I saw him cry without trying to make me responsible for stopping it.
I let him.
After a long silence, he whispered, "What happens now?"
I looked at the water.
"Now we tell the truth. And then we live with it."
He nodded.
Then he reached into his coat.
"I have something for you."
He handed me a small envelope.
Inside was a bank confirmation showing a payment of sixty-five thousand dollars to Rachel's client trust account, pending completion of the appropriate settlement paperwork.
I stared.
"Where did you get the money?"
"I sold my boat. And some investments."
"Daniel—"
"I know it doesn't fix anything."
He looked at me.
"But it was your money. I should never have treated it like mine."
For the first time since dinner, I felt genuine relief.
Not reconciliation.
Relief.
Because he had finally done something right without asking me to forgive him first.
I handed back the confirmation.
"Rachel will handle the paperwork."
He nodded.
I turned to leave.
"Emma?"
I stopped.
"I don't expect you to come back."
I looked over my shoulder.
"Good."
He gave a small, broken smile.
Then he said, "There's one more thing you should know."
My stomach tightened.
"What?"
"Caroline Price isn't telling you everything."
I stared at him.
"How do you know?"
He swallowed.
"Because the night Laura signed the settlement, Caroline wasn't working for Walker Development anymore."
I frowned.
"Then where was she?"
May you like
Daniel looked directly at me.
"She was working for your father."